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Post by v9733xa on Sept 7, 2021 19:59:40 GMT -5
Oh man.
I absolutely fucked up one of my teeth really really bad. It's completely my fault.
I have a few really ridiculous nervous habits, including fidgety tics that I can usually conceal by drumming on my leg or something like that. But the worst is that I just am obsessed with biting my fingernails and cuticles. It's awful and I hate that I do it but I can't seem to stop. I tear up my own fingers everyday; they're scarred terribly, bleed not uncommonly, and they usually hurt. It's insane, I know.
And I didn't realize it, but I was biting them the exact same way all the time, so hard and so often that I was doing real damage. No, not to the fingers -- though, yes -- but to one particular tooth.
It's so stupid and embarrassing. I was slowly breaking one of my front teeth and then it happened. A chip broke off. It's, like, somehow still holding on, I suppose by the thin layer, and fits back in the spot from which it broke. I am sure it looks absolutely horrendous.
Thank goodness I wear a mask all day...
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Post by Blacksalt on Sept 18, 2021 1:45:38 GMT -5
You ever get so wrapped up in your own bullshit that the only respite is to use the bare minimum of effort to feel like you’re being productive. To fool yourself into a false sense of comfort and contentment. Sometimes I wonder if my apathy is just buried nihilism, that I think it’s ok to let everything crumble, let the chips fall where they may. Don’t disturb the natural order.
Rambling into the void about my lack of motivation and self medication.
Facing your own shit is debilitating.
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Post by Zeke on Sept 18, 2021 11:31:12 GMT -5
You ever get so wrapped up in your own bullshit that the only respite is to use the bare minimum of effort to feel like you’re being productive. To fool yourself into a false sense of comfort and contentment. Sometimes I wonder if my apathy is just buried nihilism, that I think it’s ok to let everything crumble, let the chips fall where they may. Don’t disturb the natural order. Rambling into the void about my lack of motivation and self medication. Facing your own shit is debilitating. Sounds like you are in a tough place mentally, friend. I hope things will get better/easier for you soon! PM me if you would like to talk.
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Post by Kuato2084 on Sept 18, 2021 15:51:37 GMT -5
Oh man. I absolutely fucked up one of my teeth really really bad. It's completely my fault. I have a few really ridiculous nervous habits, including fidgety tics that I can usually conceal by drumming on my leg or something like that. But the worst is that I just am obsessed with biting my fingernails and cuticles. It's awful and I hate that I do it but I can't seem to stop. I tear up my own fingers everyday; they're scarred terribly, bleed not uncommonly, and they usually hurt. It's insane, I know. And I didn't realize it, but I was biting them the exact same way all the time, so hard and so often that I was doing real damage. No, not to the fingers -- though, yes -- but to one particular tooth. It's so stupid and embarrassing. I was slowly breaking one of my front teeth and then it happened. A chip broke off. It's, like, somehow still holding on, I suppose by the thin layer, and fits back in the spot from which it broke. I am sure it looks absolutely horrendous. Thank goodness I wear a mask all day... If it were me, I'd pay for the dentistry to get my tooth treated..... as far as changing habits, it's not easy, but I like to re-direct a habit to something else.... constantly catch myself doing it and then re-direct it each time I do it... pick something, anything, to do instead.... If it were this specific habit I'd probably want to keep my hands busier than usual.... Honestly I think habits are a way of our own boredom announcing itself so when they happen we're basically telling ourselves that we should be doing something else more active.
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Post by essien on Nov 11, 2021 18:24:10 GMT -5
Does anyone else get ads for terrible graphic clothing while browsing the forum? I want to know if I’m being targeted with ads for a Grinch hoodie or not.
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Post by Zeke on Nov 13, 2021 4:08:29 GMT -5
Does anyone else get ads for terrible graphic clothing while browsing the forum? I want to know if I’m being targeted with ads for a Grinch hoodie or not. I don't have any ads on the forum
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Post by stringypoo on Nov 13, 2021 7:10:17 GMT -5
Does anyone else get ads for terrible graphic clothing while browsing the forum? I want to know if I’m being targeted with ads for a Grinch hoodie or not. Hmm...only Proboards and Proboards-associated ads on my screen. But I believe I may have seen other ads from time to time. Usually it's the "What to do when you think you're sick" or something message from CDC ad, courtesy of Proboards.
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Post by crust on Nov 14, 2021 13:28:43 GMT -5
Well, after a few months of being in the shadows and literally not posting anything, I want to let you guys know that I got married yesterday. So yeah, I'm still hungover but I'm happy as fuck (which is something I haven't felt in a big while)
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Post by stringypoo on Nov 14, 2021 18:57:02 GMT -5
Well, after a few months of being in the shadows and literally not posting anything, I want to let you guys know that I got married yesterday. So yeah, I'm still hungover but I'm happy as fuck (which is something I haven't felt in a big while) Whoa! Big update there! Congratulations! Big decision and a real life-changing one at that. Best wishes my friend!
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Post by tao on Nov 15, 2021 8:41:45 GMT -5
Well, after a few months of being in the shadows and literally not posting anything, I want to let you guys know that I got married yesterday. So yeah, I'm still hungover but I'm happy as fuck (which is something I haven't felt in a big while) Congratulations bruv! Many happy returns to you and your SO and many wishes for future happiness!!!!
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Post by windsofdismay on Nov 21, 2021 6:43:39 GMT -5
Well, after a few months of being in the shadows and literally not posting anything, I want to let you guys know that I got married yesterday. So yeah, I'm still hungover but I'm happy as fuck (which is something I haven't felt in a big while) congratulations!!!!
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Post by tao on Nov 21, 2021 19:09:25 GMT -5
Well, after a few months of being in the shadows and literally not posting anything, I want to let you guys know that I got married yesterday. So yeah, I'm still hungover but I'm happy as fuck (which is something I haven't felt in a big while) congratulations!!!! Holy shit, Windsy. Haven't seen/heard from you in ages. How ya been?
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Post by stringypoo on Nov 22, 2021 0:24:55 GMT -5
Holy shit, Windsy. Haven't seen/heard from you in ages. How ya been? Seriously!
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Post by windsofdismay on Nov 28, 2021 13:06:11 GMT -5
Holy shit, Windsy. Haven't seen/heard from you in ages. How ya been? Haha sorry guys!! Haven't forgotten about you it's just ~covid depression~ also I'm 23 now and nobody likes ya when you're 23
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Post by tao on Nov 28, 2021 17:07:01 GMT -5
Holy shit, Windsy. Haven't seen/heard from you in ages. How ya been? Haha sorry guys!! Haven't forgotten about you it's just ~covid depression~ also I'm 23 now and nobody likes ya when you're 23 That’s when you tell ‘em to go fuck themselves and you gonna have a fucking glorious 23.
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